5 Things I'm Thinking Today

[Teasel]

☆ Excited and nervous to do the photo challenge. Gonna use me Dad's camera for it.
☆ I feel good.
☆ Hair do tomorrow! Wonder if I'll like the results. Seems such a gamble!
☆ Proud of eating better.
☆ I should sleep. Too damned excited :woot:

 

[jaccat]

Going out today. Need to decide on a dress.
This cold has got boring now.
I love my new dressing gown that I bought on my holiday. It makes me feel sophisticated.
My cherry tree is moulting.
I miss my little duchess.

 

[Anrish]

1. Last work day survived.
2. Useless stress. Making no sense.
3. Still tired even after a nap.
4. Feeling sick because of sleep deprivation.
5. Hmmmm...

 

[Chiqui]

:eek: Slept 14 hours tonight, non stop!!! Dreams, related with old events, people and fears. But my head and heart feels good...

Time for shower and a visit to the library. Albert Ellis and Clarice Lispector's reading for the weekend. MTR and the aspect of belonging.

Walking more and eating better this week.

For the last two weeks I have tried to be more social. I am doing plans to helped me to keep going on this.

Meet heartful lovely people this week, on line and off :inlove:

 

[Ronin]

1. Horses.
2. Coffee.
3. Arrows.
4. Birds.
5. Hearts.

 

[BM2A]

1). Am I actually gay? Have I been gay this whole time but too sexually traumatised and closed off to get it?
2). But Im so feminine and Im attracted to feminine woman.
3) This therapy is changing literally everything in my life
4) Where do I even begin with this?
5) Being this connected and honest with myself is brutal

 

[Let It Be]

I look back at last year and I look forward to another year,
So glad I am here to be in the present to celebrate another birthday.
Who would have thought, I would have never ever thought
But life happens and it did to me,
But am grateful to still be here and be me!

 

[expectingbetter]

1. I am an emotional idiot, all connections in my soul are wrongly made
2. One of the hardest days ever, but still grateful as I know I survived worse
3. Depressed more than mostly, but less than few days ago, that is what I am thankful for
4. My washing machine, is not behaving at all. I like her a lot though, I even named it Darinka. Well, Darinka behaves like as she is in the puberty
5. Really hard day. I got some support, thanks all mighty
6. Giving my best
7. Angry with myself for not being able to feel the joy

 

[Anrish]

1. Stormy weather - it's creepy outside.
2. Need to make breakfast.
3. ...how to explain to Ture?
4. I am scared of leaving on Tuesday.
5. Sigh.

 

[Ronin]

1. I think I need a bigger bottle of repression.
2. @expectingbetter :D I love the affection in that diminutive of your laundry machine.
3. Something current to focus on, dangit. Nanowrimo & MiniNano ahoy.
4. W, you know what I'm really tired of? Whole that email nonsense. And avoiding things that are supposed to be mine & a safe zone all of the bloody time, because they aren't.
5. And f*ck -that- too. One kind person around to focus on & ground. I in the f*cken' luck, 'cos they normal smokers. So back to coffeezone, head.

 

[expectingbetter]

1. God thank you for saving her life
2. I made the first home made pizza in my life which was my great wish
3. I feel like she was embarrassed to see me in public
4. Why can't I feel joy for anything concerning me, I can only feel that for something I do for others
5. I am scared of the next week, this one was a hell which started last Sunday and continued with terrible news on Monday
6. Please God, let this next one hurt less, we have deserved it
7. I am so tired of feeling pain

 

[Anrish]

1. @expectingbetter Cleo and I also had home made pizza yesterday! How did it taste? :)
2. Last day for packing and stuff...aaaah!
3. They're supposed to help me. They're paid to help me...ouch.
4. Breakfast next.
5. Take it slow, Anrish.