5 Things I'm Thinking Today

[jaccat]

My life would be so much easier if I coud sleep.
I want to have moved house already.
I'm not looking forward to these next few months, even if my T is.
Everything is exhausting.
It's okay saying it'll be over soon, but that's not much comfort when I'm living it.

 

[Muttly]

1) I should walk the hyper one but I should also get some sleep
2) today went better at work. I am learning. I don't know what's reasonable place for me to be at this point. Maybe i should just stop worrying about that and do my best
3) my eye really hurts.. ok, so, the story. last night I got up to pee. I knocked the toilet paper off the holder. My bathroom is tiny and doesn't have a cupboard under the sink. It's just a sink that juts out of the wall and the tp roller under there. And for some reason I just had to pick it up. So I bend down and smack my brow and eye on the sink. I split my eyelid a bit and of course have a black eye. Doh.
4) i need to make up a story about what happen, the truth is too lame... I got in a fist fight in a gay bar. hahaha
5) sleep is going to win, last night ended up not being so restful. that gay bar thing.

 

[Ronin]

1) And the darn rabbit. That whole translation can sail, myths should not be this hilarious.
2) I need more handsome guitarists on the streets, damnit. Would like *that* for a city.
3) Still tired af after that therapy. Avoid, avoid, danger will robinson. More avoid.
4) The flow of time. Still missing places where the flow of time was kin to me. Close to own, lostable in without missing out. Second skin or almost. Not needing measures. Not needing damn watches. Not needing guesses. Just known.
5) Thoughts without words.

 

[BlackbirdSinging]

1. I'm tired
2. I miss my old therapist
3. I'm still not sure about my new therapist
4. Since my therapist resigned and I started seeing the new therapist I'm having more nightmares again.
5. I'm having more nightmares about the sadist again too.

 

[LuckiLee]

Can we survive this ?
Should we break up?
Where would I move to?
Who would care about him?
Would I be happy?

 

[intothelight]

1. Developing kindness and patience as the "go to" response is going to take a lot of time and practice.
2. Realization/awareness is step one.
3. Stop and prioritize as not everything is a hopping up and down emergency.
4. Can a person schedule spontaneity?
5. No one controls anyone but themselves and the best you can do is enlist their cooperation.

 

[Tinyflame]

1. Tired of being screamed at. Tired not as in fed up but tired as in it makes my mood dive bomb and SI starts looking great, comparatively. Better than fear and depression and experiencing it yet again.
2. No doubt it will continue when they get home, and/ or tomorrow morning, and or until they stop. :(:meh:
3.. Hugs to all however, esp @AngelkeeperJ :hug::hug::hug:, xox.

 

[Muttly]

@Junebug Sorry you are dealing with that

1) Tired. Still got a bunch of pet care to do. I wonder if I can opt out of hyper mutt's walk. hmm
2) I put too much garlic in that
3) Expectations too high again?
4) I should suck it up and walk the hyper dog
5) and the other one wants out?

 

[Tinyflame]

1. Thanks @Muttly . The common-stuff, dime-a-dozen a story. The part that really cuts me to the heart is living with someone who really wishes I were dead, with every fibre of their being. In the quiet times, too, or especially. Yes, they really do.
2. Good luck with your pups. :hug:

 

[AngelKeeperJ]

...Hugs to all however, esp @AngelkeeperJ :hug::hug::hug:, xox.

Thank you (((@Junebug ))) :hug::hug::hug: to YOU, too!!! I appreciate it more than you know!
I hope your days get better!!! ((()))
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1. Grief stinks, but is a part of loving deeply.
2. Depression and Fibro REALLY suck!!!
3. I really am VERY blessed.
4. Greece will be beautiful, the trip over? Not so much...:wideeyed:
5. I am thankful for the Forum and the SUPER people that are here!!!

 

[Chiqui]

1.- Tiredddd. Body goes in slow motion.
2.- Stamina, where are you? Probably all is due lack of day and night sense. It is bad.
3.- 3 weeks ago I have to go through an ugly argument. I witnessed It, but, of course, probably was my fault cause some out of the placer reason.
4.- Anyway. Hiper alert, nightmares and avoid people and oportunities.
5.- Conclusión:: I Must move away from arguments before they happen. I can do that, most of the time. I don't have to save people from themselves anymore on detricment of my wellbeing. Just said.

 

[ladee]

Thinking how well I did avoidance and distractions yesterday, and called it 'self care' !!!

Thinking we should start a potion for banning all holidays or celebrations for people with PTSD.

Thinking that 'potion' is not the right word, it just looks strange to my tired mind.

Thinking we should have our own special days, like, 'No Metldown Day'.

Thinking that I think too much so I don't have to feel.