This is an extremely difficult time for me and I am avoiding the airwaves myself as usual. I thought I would do better but this year one station is running the full first 2hours of the original NBC airing play by play of exactly what I witness that same morning in total fracturing disbelief. I was caught into it before I knew what was happening yesterday. I can't imagine what they were thinking!?!!
I get that avoidance isn't all that healthy for the direction I am heading but that was what, I just don't know...
For me, I have a birthday this time of year as well and loss is all I understand at this time. It effects me greatly, it effects me personally, everyone grieves differently and views what happened in different ways but the fact remains that no matter where innocent people lose their lives it's tragic, despite the origins or politics involved.