Abandoned therapy what do people think of this please?

[Apomb]

Hi, I left therapy at the start of August I would have been shocked but being f**ed with never comes as a shock these days. It was near the end usually she'd wind down etc but , and I was just slapped in the face with it, an almost argument kicked off how I wasn't making progress, had no support, no friends, no family ( poor sad little me huh!) as if I was somehow a wilful child I said the benefit to me was talking, remembering, the benefit was remembering and sleeping. My memories are truly awful, shocking horrendous unbelievable things all delivered in hd terrorvision ( I seem to have a very visual sense generally anyway, but I would go so far as to say photographic memory, can't see words of a page I've read or anything but this would have been touched upon during our sessions), she went on to indicate there were people worse off than I, (not actually said but y'know..) telling me of a woman who had endured terrible things , who had a photographic memory and on and on, I was caught off guard and had kind of been defending myself with almost excuses as to why I had no one etc etc you understand, heightened fighty flighty WTF is happening here whipping around in my head, well, the B kinda stopped and did an almost Ta Daa face and crappled on about how she was only saying this out of concern she even went so far as to tell me she cared about me, I am not surprised I bring out the freak in people if something is wrong with someone they are drawn to me. I haven't been back I stood her up for the next appointment my way of saying F U too B but seriously what is wrong with the picture I've painted for you above? Was she hoping I relied on her more, imagining some kind of devastating blow? WTF??????

 

[Esterio]

Hi there Apomb welcome and thank you for your post
Some T's should not be T's. I had one this year that missed more sessions than he made it to one with no notice at all. I sent him a quoting email. I got back a response that floored me. He said that is too bad he thought we were really making good process and he was sorry to see me go after all the good conversations we had. This guy was so unreliable I couldn't believe it. I asked my Doctor about it he told me it was unacceptable conduct but he would not put in a complaint. I would have to do that myself. I am still looking for a new T. I am sorry for your experience with your T.
I hope her actions don't stop you from trying to get help there are good T's out there.
peace be safe