Afraid of sleeping when PTSD kicks in. I think it's because I want to be able to control my environment at all times, to feel safe.

[LanaD]

That’s really great that you’re trying to calm yourself a bit. I wish I had advice about the living alone part, but all I can think of is you getting a pet, which wouldn’t necessarily help your situation. But I am supporting you nonetheless

I am doing what I can but this evening I'm kind of in a frozen panic because the landlord was in here again. I'm also feeling a bit down because I reached out to my local community for tips and people were so incredibly condescending. One woman actually said that she chooses not to dwell in negativity so she doesn't attract problems. I asked if she thought that as a victim of a crime I deserved it for apparently being "negative" and she said that I shouldn't get myself in situations where bad things can happen. Some people are just awful. I feel cornered again, like I can't trust anyone.

 

[littleoc]

I wouldn’t trust that stranger, that’s for sure. Sounds like she’s got a lot of crap she isn’t dealing with.

Do you know why your landlord keeps going into your space?

 

[LanaD]

I wouldn’t trust that stranger, that’s for sure. Sounds like she’s got a lot of crap she isn’t dealing with.

Do you know why your landlord keeps going into your space?

I think he just thinks he owns the house so can do as he pleases, and keeps spying on what I do here.

 

[littleoc]

That would bother me, too. He’s at the very least being incredibly impolite.

Supporting from across the ocean ((hugs))