"How did you feel about that day?"
T asked me that question when I told her about holding unborn in my arms!
I looked her in the eyes, and knocked on my head where plate is now at. DOES THAT ANSWER YOUR STUPID *&^%ING QUESTION!!
Her reply "I see we still have to work on your anger."
Hmmm thats what I'm here for in the first place!!
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The question how does my body feel?
"Lets see every bone aches, thumbs fold backwords on their own at any moment, I've been up and down 60 flights of stairs at least 3 times today with jacked knees, and when sitting here I am in so much pain in my legs their starting to cramp! HOW THE F**K YOU THINK MY BODY FEELS!"
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My fav is when the hospital calls to let me know the T I'm to see that day will be out, to which point I call in I get my a&& riden and thrown into a guilt trip about calling in that I cant make it.
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Leave my abuse out of the mix I have another T for that, your to work with me about my handling of anger... 3 T's sucks!!! See 1 for the abuse, 1 for my eatting/sleeping habits, and 1 for anger. Too bad they cant give me 1 and be fine. Tribes grrrrr!!!!
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The abuse T is finally getting the understanding dont ask how my week has been...
I tend to go into detail about having to use a butter knife to chop a :poop: left in toilet by tenant so that it could be flushed down the toilet!
Last time I didnt have time to stop to change before heading there... :sick: her eyes watered more from the :poop: smell than from working with me! last session only lasted 30 minutes Hmmmm?????
~~~~~ My most fav asked by all 3... Have we had any bad thoughts this week?
Hmmm does that count my wanting to string stupid people up by their toes for unplugging a electronic ingnition stove then call saying stove doesnt work? does that count the cops I throw rocks at because they just drive through instead of stopping because they dont want to fill out paper work? or are we talking about all the jack A&&es that call about garbage disposal being stopped up by the beer cans they stuff in them and cant understand english that its not for thrash!!!
I get smiled at and told I still have anger issues!!!!