anxiety about party


tonight ( in like an hour) me and my service dog have to go to a party. This is our first outing together in over a year. we only really know two people who are going and my heart feelings like it's gonna beat out of my chest. I'm so worried that my dog isn't ready and that he's still too reactive. I'm scared that I'm gonna lose control and have a breakdown in front of everyone. It's supposed to be at an arcade so i know it's gonna be so f*cking loud and I'm just so f*cking scared that I want to cancel but i want to be there for my friend