Thanks for all of the replies.
if she is not top in her field (in your area) or doesn't do her continuing education
The practitioner I'm seeing is top in her field and stays up on her training/credentials. That's why I'm traveling over an hour to get there (one way). My trauma therapist recommended her to me, and in fact, has gone to her in the past for other treatments that she does (non-trauma related). I also got a good "healing" vibe from the practitioner and her place of business. I don't normally trust my own intuition these days (working on that), but I trust my therapist's and anyone she recommends.
The drive is actually really intense for me and takes a lot out of me, but I think I'm going to go back a few more times to really give this a chance.
I wish, wish, wish it were covered by insurance because I can't afford to go as much as I need to.
Me too! It's so expensive. I'm trying not think about the absurd amount of money I have put into my healing. On the other hand, I've cut out most other activities and my priority right now is to heal. There is no price tag on that except for the very real fact that I have limited means. I hate the fact that insurances companies don't cover things like this - only pills (that don't treat the PTSD but only the symptoms) or therapy. Bonus if you can find a therapist who has studied under Peter Levine and knows somatic experiencing or some other type of body work. Craniosacral therapy? Forget it.
The more I think about it, the more angry I get. There is not enough being done to study PTSD and effective treatments, and thus, it's going to be a long time coming before craniosacral therapy is ever going to be blessed as an "official" treatment for PTSD and before insurance will cover it.
I found it to be the thing that most relaxes me (and that is really, really hard to do!). The gentle touch (as opposed to massage) is amazing.
Yea, I relate to this. When she was doing the "balancing" at the end, I felt very warm, in a good way.
I see colors when I am balanced. When I'm out or blocked I don't.
I wanted this to happen to me. I think my problem is that I'm always "out" or "blocked." But I guess not to such a great extent or she wouldn't have been able to shift me the way that she says she did. I kept asking her whether it was normal to have memories come up. She said that sometimes that happens, but she mentioned colors and something else (forget what it was) as being more common. And, really, the memories that were coming up were the ones that always come up when my mind wanders.
Did yours tell you to practice mindfulness during the treatment? Or what do you do to try to make it the most effective for you?
I actually feel quite good right now, but I suppose that could be for any number of reasons that have nothing to do with CST. Jury is still out.