NomadHeart
Bronze Member
I answered yes, but only to overrule the thoughts in my head right now. I've been interested in visual arts since I could hold a crayon. In recent years I have expanded from drawing to painting, textiles, metal work, photography, and anything else that allows me to create. I've also dabbled in poetry which has lead me to great success (a free trip to France, Ottawa, and a nice cash prize).
I've been commissioned for some rather profitable pieces. And have had many other people come over for a visit, and end up giving me money for a painting, and insist that I sell more. So after much emotional work, I started to sell more art.
It's still a struggle for me though. I can't take compliments at all. And I feel as though they are buying my art just to be nice. "Oh she's the sick one, cheer her up". It is a huge internal conflict for me that I am desperately trying to overcome.
My therapist has seen some of my work and insists I make a career of it. But again, I turn inwards and do what I do best, degrade myself and my work. I hope this can change with more therapy work.
I've been commissioned for some rather profitable pieces. And have had many other people come over for a visit, and end up giving me money for a painting, and insist that I sell more. So after much emotional work, I started to sell more art.
It's still a struggle for me though. I can't take compliments at all. And I feel as though they are buying my art just to be nice. "Oh she's the sick one, cheer her up". It is a huge internal conflict for me that I am desperately trying to overcome.
My therapist has seen some of my work and insists I make a career of it. But again, I turn inwards and do what I do best, degrade myself and my work. I hope this can change with more therapy work.