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Saw T today - apparently I'm less manic and calmer - Woohoo!! It's only taken about 3 months!!! Lol!
Apparently you can have w conversation without me going off at a tangent - you can actually follow my train of thought! I'm leaving space for responses & although still talking at 100mph, you can follow what I'm saying, & I'm less fidgety! Still a long way to go, but a start!! Was weird hearing my T talk about me like this, but made me realise just how manic I was & it's impact on others. She says it was worrying as I wasn't even aware of it & just looking at the positive... Oops...
Considering I'm running on empty & getting an hour's sleep max a night, it's very strange I'm not even tired & still on the manic side. Maybe that's what's eased the mania... Hmm... My worry was it would make me worse...
She's trying to say aripriprazole may be helping, which I doubt after 4 days!!! I think it's probably just it's run its course, thankfully!!
Still really struggling with side effects though :'( I feel awful physically! T says to stick with it, but hard when something makes me so ill... :'(
Apparently you can have w conversation without me going off at a tangent - you can actually follow my train of thought! I'm leaving space for responses & although still talking at 100mph, you can follow what I'm saying, & I'm less fidgety! Still a long way to go, but a start!! Was weird hearing my T talk about me like this, but made me realise just how manic I was & it's impact on others. She says it was worrying as I wasn't even aware of it & just looking at the positive... Oops...
Considering I'm running on empty & getting an hour's sleep max a night, it's very strange I'm not even tired & still on the manic side. Maybe that's what's eased the mania... Hmm... My worry was it would make me worse...
She's trying to say aripriprazole may be helping, which I doubt after 4 days!!! I think it's probably just it's run its course, thankfully!!
Still really struggling with side effects though :'( I feel awful physically! T says to stick with it, but hard when something makes me so ill... :'(