Hi Cadi
Welcome to the forum.
There is no rush to share anything until you feel safe and comfortable. If you just want to read and ask questions for now, then thats fine.
The slower you take it, the easier it will become. Maybe start in the Chit Chat thread, where you can find all things NOT related to PTSD, it's the lighter side of our forum.
But be warned no food or drink, when reading some threads in there, or you will spill it. ;)
Take care.
Amethist