Bonfire—toss your sh*t here

[MyWillow]

Numbness.

Traveling overseas for work 5-6 weeks, meeting interesting people and seeing incredible landscapes. But I have to cope. So I’m just kinda ticking things off the list. Blah.

 

[Tornadic Thoughts]

Tossing my hurt feelings into the fire and letting that energy go. Hoping the tears that accompany them won't put the fire out. Trying to remember that hurt people hurt people and I may never innerstand the ordeals and experiences they endured that make them the way they are....and not real sure I want to....especially since we share the same genes.

 

[Theverytiredgirl]

What a beautiful idea, I already wrote a goodbye letter to my eating disorder about 7 years ago, and we haven’t talked since..... rituals like this can be very cathartic, I’d like to burn quite a lot. Self hatred, shame, my need to hide everything about myself, the desire to be invisible. My rage that has mostly turned to bitterness and nihilism, but that is still alive, deep inside me. My hopelessness, if it is at all possible to burn a negative. My need to succeed, and the belief that I am not worthy as a human without being the very best. The weight of my past, that I drag around like a ball and chain, that holds me back, that keeps me waiting and hiding.

 

[Slushie]

Cold and miserable weather.. Tossing it ??

 

[LuckiLee]

I'm throwing his brothers dysfunction and rudeness in there. I'm done with him ruining our good times. If he calls me a C word one more time I'm gonna take a baseball bat to his head. (not really but it would feel good for a minute). F him!!

 

[Changing4Best]

A man said "Hi" to me and I ignored him, I was not sure he even said it to me, because he was kind of off to the side of me and a bit behind me. It was awkward. I wish I had smiled at him or something. I am so shy with men sometimes. He probably thinks I am a stuck up bi*ch. That is not what I want anyone to think of me! So I toss my awkward shyness around men into the fire!

 

[Abstract]

Shame and self hatred. Feelings of isolation when around people.

 

[ms spock]

Men who sexually harass women who work for them, and lie about it.

 

[Ronin]

A continent, or two.

Guess my mental map is left with the Arctic, again. :D Not bad: Igloooos.

 

[ms spock]

I was frozen yesterday. I was so frozen. I was aware of being frozen.

 

[ninja]

Self-hate
Self-blame
Selfishness
Feeling invisible

 

[Teasel]

The chips on my shoulder.