citygirlonyou
Bronze Member
I have been with my current boyfriend for a year and a half and he knows all about my PTSD and the issues that caused it. One of the issues was I was molested when I was 8. But anyways, we have always been good sexually, but about a month ago when I would tell him no, no more, he would not get off me. It got worse. But eventually, one day when we were fooling around I said no 5 times and tried pushing him off and I did push him off with all my might and then I had a flashback.
Now, I can't stop thinking about it and when I think of us together, I think of the incident when I was 8. I have tried to fixed things and talked with my therapist but I don't know what to do. All I'm thinking now is I should break up with him. I can't trust him anymore.
Advice would be appreciated.
Thanks!
Now, I can't stop thinking about it and when I think of us together, I think of the incident when I was 8. I have tried to fixed things and talked with my therapist but I don't know what to do. All I'm thinking now is I should break up with him. I can't trust him anymore.
Advice would be appreciated.
Thanks!
