Can't Take This Anymore!

[Jannah]

I'm done. I'm done with life.

It has been 1 1/2 year since I last cut. But some shit in life keeps attacking me. And I seriously can't handle it anymore.

My little brother is abusive. Physically and emotionally hitting me. And he is 12 years old.

And my mother won't back me up.

I want to move out of this f*cking house but I don't have a job. I can't support myself.

I can't take this shit anymore.

Also it's currently 6:03pm, I haven't ate breakfast or lunch. I can't go to the kitchen because I'm afraid I'll hurt myself.

My mother doesn't want me to get help from a professional because she thinks I'm doing this for attention. f*ck my life.

I f*cking hate everyone. I am going to crazy. I don't want to hurt myself.

 

[Deleted member 28740]

Where I live I can call 211 and speak with some one live for crisis or any issue.

 

[Stickler]

So, how old are you and what resources do you have to get help from professionals on your own?
If you're a crime victim-even an unreported one, there's often free therapy available.

Also ( being profoundly hypocritical here ) are you putting in applications for work?

 

[Jannah]

I am 18 years old. I am not allowed to go outside by myself because my mom thinks I'm going to hurt myself.

 

[sun seeker]

I believe you that you are not doing it for attention, and I believe that you don't want to hurt yourself. That may not be good for much, but maybe it's something.

Does your mother have approve for you to get help? Is she actually keeping you from going out the door?

 

[joeylittle]

Can you try to call or text?
http://www.yourlifeyourvoice.org/Pages/home.aspx

I'm sorry you are struggling.

 

[EveHarrington]

:hug: