DiamondBug
Bronze Member
This may not make perfect sense, because my heads a mess right now. I literally can barely cope with this right now. I have a lot of things that I keep hidden.
For a bit of back story I wrote on here the other day, the awful truth, that a classmate found my 11 year old battered and gang raped self on best gore, it was an awful experience. I felt like I'd be violated all over again. I've not seen the photos since, only because I'm not giving that disgusting website any attention. I contacted best gore, this was probably in 2007, explaining I was only just 11 at the time and asking for them to remove photos of me, as they could see it was incredibly violent and they ignored me.
My t doesn't know yet about this.
In my opinion if you view child p you are condoning the rape/exploitation/murder of thousands of children, I don't understand why my country thinks that is okay.
I understand paedophiles are mentally ill. I think for definite they should be given treatment and rehabilitation for this, but they also need to punished, because they've ruined a child's life, decriminalisation would just make them see it as acceptable behaviour and therefore making it a bigger issue!?
I found out today that the most senior officer of child protection in the uk wants to not prosecute anyone viewing child porn, as now they only think paedophiles that have a risk of causing "physical harm" are dangerous and damaging to children (I don't know how the hell they'd know who was a "low-risk" paedo or not). I'm at a loss for f*cking words right now. Now I can't go to the police because they no longer care about it, they honestly think if they ignore it it'll go away. They don't do anything to help victims. They now call viewing child p "low risk". I mean where the f*ck is the justice in that? I have contacted this piece of shit, literally begging him to see how damaging this is, I don't think I'll get a response from him. I don't really understand how they are actually going to implement this. How can the act of raping a child be illegal but media evidence of the act happening be completely legal to be viewed. Hearing all that from a senior officer of children's protection made me feel so helpless and used. I felt like I was a pstar that had sex for money and attention, when in reality I was an 11 year old girl who was raped for power and their pleasure, they think letting dirty people watch me is okay because they think it'll stop them hurting other children, I honestly feel that with the extreme torture they used and the general nature of the attack, that anyone that could sit and look at that would be that sick I'd be scared they'd copy what happened to me on someone else. I feel like with my photos like mine, these should be things should never be allowed to be viewed, simply to protect and respect the victim, no one deserves to be some paedophiles favourite star. I don't know what to think. I just can't believe the senior officer for child protection that didn't protect me from rape in the first place, now wants me to be abused again to benefit paedophiles. He can f*ck himself. I hate this world.
For a bit of back story I wrote on here the other day, the awful truth, that a classmate found my 11 year old battered and gang raped self on best gore, it was an awful experience. I felt like I'd be violated all over again. I've not seen the photos since, only because I'm not giving that disgusting website any attention. I contacted best gore, this was probably in 2007, explaining I was only just 11 at the time and asking for them to remove photos of me, as they could see it was incredibly violent and they ignored me.
My t doesn't know yet about this.
In my opinion if you view child p you are condoning the rape/exploitation/murder of thousands of children, I don't understand why my country thinks that is okay.
I understand paedophiles are mentally ill. I think for definite they should be given treatment and rehabilitation for this, but they also need to punished, because they've ruined a child's life, decriminalisation would just make them see it as acceptable behaviour and therefore making it a bigger issue!?
I found out today that the most senior officer of child protection in the uk wants to not prosecute anyone viewing child porn, as now they only think paedophiles that have a risk of causing "physical harm" are dangerous and damaging to children (I don't know how the hell they'd know who was a "low-risk" paedo or not). I'm at a loss for f*cking words right now. Now I can't go to the police because they no longer care about it, they honestly think if they ignore it it'll go away. They don't do anything to help victims. They now call viewing child p "low risk". I mean where the f*ck is the justice in that? I have contacted this piece of shit, literally begging him to see how damaging this is, I don't think I'll get a response from him. I don't really understand how they are actually going to implement this. How can the act of raping a child be illegal but media evidence of the act happening be completely legal to be viewed. Hearing all that from a senior officer of children's protection made me feel so helpless and used. I felt like I was a pstar that had sex for money and attention, when in reality I was an 11 year old girl who was raped for power and their pleasure, they think letting dirty people watch me is okay because they think it'll stop them hurting other children, I honestly feel that with the extreme torture they used and the general nature of the attack, that anyone that could sit and look at that would be that sick I'd be scared they'd copy what happened to me on someone else. I feel like with my photos like mine, these should be things should never be allowed to be viewed, simply to protect and respect the victim, no one deserves to be some paedophiles favourite star. I don't know what to think. I just can't believe the senior officer for child protection that didn't protect me from rape in the first place, now wants me to be abused again to benefit paedophiles. He can f*ck himself. I hate this world.