I have felt that I could not trust God for a day or two last week. I stopped praying and basically went into a depression. I am ashamed of myself. I should know better! The cause of this is that I have been physically sick all winter long, have ended up in the hospital so many times that I lost count. I felt that God had let me down. Now I recall that I have been sick with Lyme Disease since 1985. I am prone to physical weakness and illness, due to this horrid disease. I know this is something that happens to me periodically since 1985. I just forget this when I take it for granted that my good health has returned when I go for a year or two without suffering all these ailments.
Now I am also suffering from sciatic nerve pain which is something that runs in my family. As my mother used to say, "When it rains; it pours."
I am sharing all this, because I feel safe to share this here, with all of you, my friends. Thanks for reading... and praying.
