Colorful and hopefully optimistic but maybe hateful occasionally

[littleoc]

Everything that happened was stupid. No one cared. I hate my mom.

 

[littleoc]

She thought she was helping. I hate it. I’m so sick of thinking about it.

 

[littleoc]

I nearly f*cking died and she was mad I didn’t mention it before she got sued. She got sued for going into denial and making fun of me when I told her how to fix it. Idiot.

 

[littleoc]

Stupid brain. Stop being angry. I’m trying to sleep.

 

[littleoc]

I’m sick of being invalidated. Sick of it.

 

[littleoc]

I wasted 2018 trying to fix this house. Scratch that. I wasted ten years. 2019 is about me moving on and not being held back by anyone else. I feel like I’m living with Brandi.

Brandi used to apologize when I took her trash out. It’d always be overflowing. That’s what it feels like to live here.

 

[littleoc]

The fact that she thinks Kenny was cool until he started abusing my sister and she still doesn’t take it seriously.

She thought it was okay that he was abusing us. She thought I was overreacting. I nearly f*cking died.

 

[littleoc]

I need to chillax now. Time for that nap.

 

[MrMoonlight]

Sorry you are having to go through this @littleoc .you have a right to feel the way you do. sending love to you.

 

[littleoc]

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Organized :)

Thank you @MrMoonlight :hug: :hug: Sending love right back. I hope you have a good New Year’s Eve! I’m going to go to bed before midnight!! Do something for you, too! :P

 

[TTC18]

Oh gosh, you're going through so much. :hug: I'm so sorry. :hug:

 

[littleoc]

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