So, I assumed my hair pulling was not harming me because I don’t have any bald spots, and also the pulling has gotten WAY better. Seems to only happen when my hair gets really tangled or oily. So, shower fixes all. Easy since I shower so often.
But I also like to carefully tug out loose eyelashes because they tickle. But apparently I hurt an eyelid pore and it got clogged with dirt or bacteria and is infected. So that sucks. A lot.
After it clears up, I will need to be careful. Hopefully it will clear up in two days, or else I will need a doctor’s help.
Also, my mom refused to go to the ER today. She asked me if she’d get in trouble. My sister turned up the TV when I got into the heart of the risks. When we got home, I brought it up and got out of her that her blood sugar is about or above 400. Way above normal. Better than when it was 800 though. So I was trying to be positive and encourage. I channeled the inner me who has wanted to be a pediatrician since young. I made jokes about cinnamon and tried to explain how cells work in simple little ways. She said she’d make some changes.
She won’t. It makes me so sad. I will keep bringing it up. I think I need help figuring this out. I think I need to hire people and get things clean, get her a personal nurse. That’s not realistic, though. I have decided it’s not my responsibility. But someone with high blood sugar does not think clearly. She has not had normal blood sugar since 2010. Probably earlier. She never went to the doctor when Alex (my dad) lived with us. Not unless it was cancer treatment.
Which, by the way, her 12-year-anniversary of being cancer free happened!!! We celebrated that of course
