Colorful and hopefully optimistic but maybe hateful occasionally

[littleoc]

Turns out I’m also in pain and it’s making me nauseous. I wonder if my cysts are back and it triggered me!

Too bad I don’t have health insurance right now. But my ovary can’t explode twice! Or can it? Don’t answer that lmao

Luckily the government would help me out slightly if I had to go to the ER — supposedly, I have no idea how that works though

 

[littleoc]

(Currently I’m perfectly fine, don’t worry! Just stating it here because it might explain why I was dissociated)

 

[bellbird]

Sounds like a lot of things to feel confused and/or stressed about!

“What’s the most humane way to boil a pea?”

Lol.

and they grow in the direction of light thanks to some special proteins that sense the direction of photons

Positive phototropism!
We learnt -taxis and -tropis (plural -taxes and -tropes ??) in senior year biology, it was fun.
I did my biology project on gravitropism in lettuce seedlings. That was fun too :)

(Currently I’m perfectly fine, don’t worry! Just stating it here because it might explain why I was dissociated)

Very glad about this :hug:
Please go to the ER if you feel you need to though, yeah?

 

[Freida]

ya you have a lot going on right now - I'm not surprised you are little bit dissociated.. And yes - er if necessary!

 

[ILoveLife]

Nothing is really wrong, though. So maybe it’s just some general anxiety

I love your optimism, but don't let it turn into denial. Better to face reality and be just ok, than good but in denial. Or not, that's just my opinion :P :hug:

ER if necessary, yes.

 

[littleoc]

Fair enough!

Still in pain but I’m pretty sure it’s related to dehydration!

Also I think I figured out what was bothering me? Just now I looked right of me (in my personal bathroom) and noticed some wallpaper was torn back and I don’t remember doing that. Had a look, it’s a note from Brandi... weird!

Nothing important. But I could use it as evidence if that court room dream becomes reality, lol

 

[littleoc]

Speaking of, how dare she disrespect my bathroom and my mom’s wallpaper by pulling it back and writing directly on the plaster! Rude

 

[littleoc]

Also sort of hilarious but mostly rude

 

[littleoc]

I wish I had a farm

 

[littleoc]

I told my therapist that I lost my temper at my mom last week. She blinked a couple times, then carefully put down her notepad, uncrossed her legs, and clapped.

Then asked me what that looked like because she couldn't picture it.

lol

 

[Kubash16]

Hell ya!! Lol

 

[littleoc]

She told me not to apologize next time. She said it's okay that I got angry. I am allowed to apologize that someone feels a certain way, but I am not to take blame.

Also she is accepting me for another free appointment... I hope I get that job so I can pay her. Or get TennCare or whatever it's called