Hi,
Not long ago, I posted a thread "should I date a Psycho" the name was not thought out properly and could have caused some offense, for that I apologise. I am looking back on the post and realise I was completely traumatised. my PTSD was caused by the abuse of my father who is a psychopath and then I was the victim of a paedophile for four years. Then I met my boyfriend who is a Sociopath. I had been with him four years and had finally had a break and was stabilising, then he was let out of jail, I completely derailed myself, its been a couple of weeks since I could even bring myself back here, the memory of her lost and derailed I was, was enough to make me hide from here. I just want to say a big thankyou for all the support and advice.
I am stabilising slowly, it is taking a while this time. I hope to be around a bit more and a bit more active.
If anyone was wondering, I tried to go back, it lasted a week before the mind games, lying and emotional abuse restarted, I was traumatised again, needless to say.... totally over and out. It has been said to me that people with PTSD need to be careful of people who have disorders of psychopathy or sociopathy as it can retraumatise me, lead to more abuse, which is horrible for people who are already dealing with past trauma.
big hugs.
Not long ago, I posted a thread "should I date a Psycho" the name was not thought out properly and could have caused some offense, for that I apologise. I am looking back on the post and realise I was completely traumatised. my PTSD was caused by the abuse of my father who is a psychopath and then I was the victim of a paedophile for four years. Then I met my boyfriend who is a Sociopath. I had been with him four years and had finally had a break and was stabilising, then he was let out of jail, I completely derailed myself, its been a couple of weeks since I could even bring myself back here, the memory of her lost and derailed I was, was enough to make me hide from here. I just want to say a big thankyou for all the support and advice.
I am stabilising slowly, it is taking a while this time. I hope to be around a bit more and a bit more active.
If anyone was wondering, I tried to go back, it lasted a week before the mind games, lying and emotional abuse restarted, I was traumatised again, needless to say.... totally over and out. It has been said to me that people with PTSD need to be careful of people who have disorders of psychopathy or sociopathy as it can retraumatise me, lead to more abuse, which is horrible for people who are already dealing with past trauma.
big hugs.
