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LOL! I know why I was doing this now. I don't want to be able to deny it later. Because that's what I do - I freak. Then I hide it. Then I freak. Then I hide it.
Maybe if I told people, they'd see through me hiding it later - but looking back, half of the running away I do is running away from the people who saw me freak out. I can't pretend effectively if there are people asking me if I'm OK.
Compulsively wanting to tell people - and telling people - is a cry for help.
Don't let me forget. Please help me remember.
Yeah. This pattern has been going on for a long while now.
Maybe if I told people, they'd see through me hiding it later - but looking back, half of the running away I do is running away from the people who saw me freak out. I can't pretend effectively if there are people asking me if I'm OK.
Compulsively wanting to tell people - and telling people - is a cry for help.
Don't let me forget. Please help me remember.
Yeah. This pattern has been going on for a long while now.
