cntrymom08466
Confident
I have to drive my husband around now because he just had shoulder surgery. We were going to Lowe's at Tulsa hills and he started yelling at me about something I did while driving. I let him go into Lowe's and I just sat in the car and cried the whole time. I felt so worthless. I even had thoughts of I wish I had a gun. I still don't feel good. I feel like I could cry some. I almost got out of car and walked home. I asked him when we were back on road, since I had told him I feel worthless still. I said why don't I ever hear a compliment from you. I don't mean just flowery praise or anything, just like I'm worth a lot to him or maybe I don't mean much. I just don't know anymore.