@stuff, By having you disassociate in front of your T in the middle of EMDR, by also talking about it openly on the forum with us nutters and also recognizing what is happening! I think your next EMDR session will be easier. You now know the worst thing that happens is you disassociate, Dr Patti tries selling herself to you :D and/or you might feel drained and vulnerable for short while after, which is really quite normal!!! I would like to say... Well done "stuff" I think you might surprise yourself and leap this hurdle :)