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After experiencing living among the bloodiest, the vilest, most violent, and most sadistic criminals on face of this planet!
After living experience as an outcast, as an easy prey of the mercenaries and their brutal methods, in middle of an awful wild world, at the mercy of terroristic militias, in status of a Socioeconomic breakdown, organized crime, the spread of narcotic drugs and other dangerous types of crime, under extremely repressive conditions, under tyranny and fear, under social and political oppression and all Forms of Discrimination, in other words, in the middle of sordid civil war.
So after all that anguish, you find yourself as a suspect, guilty until proven innocent, who must stand trial for the attempted to have a normal life as all humans.
You find yourself as a cursed for surviving a death, the curse of the survivor guilt tears up your body.
You find yourself as a convicted that he is still alive, that he has aspirations, that he has a little hope.
You find yourself as a trapped, as a underdog who must be a martyr to sadistic pleasure of sick society that has paranoia.
You find yourself as a "poor devil" who stabbed to death by many of nasty angels.
You find you were just born to be a disgrace, to be in very critical life, to be in an uncharted fate,to be on a terrible path you can't break it, to be lost in the darkness of despair.
You find you were born only to defend yourself, to justify yourself, where your life becomes as a surrender to unjust court.
You find yourself as a stigmatized as a mistake ,you find yourself as a criminalized that he was born.
You find yourself moving towards something you didn't plan on approaching, disaster leads to the next until you find yourself lost in a strange woods, unable to change your destiny.
You find yourself doomed to suffer through no fault of your own.
You find yourself mired in the defeat, the cowardice, the retreat.
You find that your life is just a struggle for survival, and you are alone in your fight.
I am so tired!!!!!.....
After living experience as an outcast, as an easy prey of the mercenaries and their brutal methods, in middle of an awful wild world, at the mercy of terroristic militias, in status of a Socioeconomic breakdown, organized crime, the spread of narcotic drugs and other dangerous types of crime, under extremely repressive conditions, under tyranny and fear, under social and political oppression and all Forms of Discrimination, in other words, in the middle of sordid civil war.
So after all that anguish, you find yourself as a suspect, guilty until proven innocent, who must stand trial for the attempted to have a normal life as all humans.
You find yourself as a cursed for surviving a death, the curse of the survivor guilt tears up your body.
You find yourself as a convicted that he is still alive, that he has aspirations, that he has a little hope.
You find yourself as a trapped, as a underdog who must be a martyr to sadistic pleasure of sick society that has paranoia.
You find yourself as a "poor devil" who stabbed to death by many of nasty angels.
You find you were just born to be a disgrace, to be in very critical life, to be in an uncharted fate,to be on a terrible path you can't break it, to be lost in the darkness of despair.
You find you were born only to defend yourself, to justify yourself, where your life becomes as a surrender to unjust court.
You find yourself as a stigmatized as a mistake ,you find yourself as a criminalized that he was born.
You find yourself moving towards something you didn't plan on approaching, disaster leads to the next until you find yourself lost in a strange woods, unable to change your destiny.
You find yourself doomed to suffer through no fault of your own.
You find yourself mired in the defeat, the cowardice, the retreat.
You find that your life is just a struggle for survival, and you are alone in your fight.
I am so tired!!!!!.....
