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Eh, Just A Nightmare Diary

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My T told me to start keeping a nightmare diary, so here I go.

5. November 2014. - ~4 PM

On the high road back home, after theraphy. I woke up by sitting up the moment I was awake, shocked or something similar.

The dream was blurry. A lot of shifting vibrant terrain, moving a bit like ferrofluid. I was running across the terain as different shapes chased me, but with every step it was harder to move, until it was like running through deep snow. As I ran, the shapes caught up enough that I could notice they were masks with visible signs of faces being behind them. Behind every mask there was snake-like blur. At one moment one of the masks caught up to me enough that it tried to bite me. Then the darkness filled me and I found myself awake, heavily breathing, in a sitting up position. I stayed like that for a minute.
 
Oh fk it, dates messed up. The first nightmare in diary happened on the 4th, not 5th.

5th November 2014. ~6 AM

I woke up from a wierd dream. I remember some things. There was a medieval styled house, and it had a note on the door. It was a towerish house. When I entered it, it was dark, and I saw a shady figure. And then the scene changed. I was near a river and I pushed the figure which had a knife in the right hand into the river, off a ledge. Then I was pushed into the river. The dream ends in darkness.

Earlier that night I woke up a few times, but remember barely any of the dreams.

That night I fell asleep around 4 AM
 
6th November 2014. ~4 AM

I woke up from a dream, moisty due to sweating at night. I woke up in the sitting up position, I just flinged myself into it as I woke up. In the dream I remember a dark, brown-red terrain with dark skies and tons of things that looked like mud balls going after me. They flew and hit me, and I was trying to run, but had that feel when I simply can't move, and no matter how hard I tried, I couldn't move, do anything. I was paralyzed in the half-run position. I started screaming, but as I opened my mouth a mirror was in front if me and I could see my own face, but different, changing a lot, and then as I opened my mouth to scream, my mouth simply started tearing up as it opened beyond the skin limits. There was no blood spilling, just the mouth opening, but the whole time my view point didn't move, though my head was moving in the mirror. I don't clearly remember the rest of the dream. It was dark, but I felt nothing, I was completely paralyzed and numb.
I woke up. Later I fell asleep again.

6th November 2014. ~6 AM

I am unsure about what the dream was. I mostly remember a giant bleeding eye, dripping really thick blood, emerging from the ground. It came out of the ground and looked at me, and I'm not sure what it really was, but I remember the dream being about some sort of sacrifice. I was pulled into the hole in the place of The Eye and I was sitting in dark. After what seemed like hours, an eye appeared on the wall of the hole. Top of the hole was blocked. Slowly other eyes started looking and soon I was in a room surrounded by eyes that looked at me. I was panicking and looking around, everything was getting blurry. I started turning around and was confused, after a long time of that, I woke up. I was in my room, and then an eye blinked out of the wall. I was in shock and started to scream as I scratched on myself to get away from it. I tore off chunks of my skin and meat. Suddenly I woke up and was looking at the roof. I was in my bed and heavily breathing. I could see shapes of bad stuff in everything in the room, I checked the time to find out it's 6 AM. I was in my bed, just laying till 6:30 AM. I am confused
 
7th November 2014. - 6 AM

Had a nightmare dream but couldn't remember a single thing, except a bad feeling in my throat/chest after I woke up. Can't remember any detail from the dream. Fell asleep earlier due to sleeping pills.

8th November 2014 - 8 AM

Had a wierd wet dream that I don't quite remember, and wouldn't want to write about what I do remember. Had around 6 hours of sleep.

9th November 2014 - 9 AM

Another wierd wet dream... I am unsure about the stuff that was in it.
 
10th November 2014. - 7:40 AM

Well, the night was a bad one and I fainted while getting ready for school, around 6 AM. At one moment I sat down and then I just fainted. I don't remember any dreams from that night.

11th November 2014. - Around 8 AM

Woke up from a wierd dream. I was in a battle, on a horse, wielding a nodachi and slayingmenes before me, and then suddenly a spear hit the horse and I fell down. I was on ground, covered in mud. I crawled around, but under the armor I slowly sinked into the mud. I started choking in mud. And after what seemed like ages of that, I fell down into a marble room. There was a single red mask and a court of white elongated masks. I tried to say something, but no sound came. I was paralyzed and unable to do anything. An executioner came, a black mask. I was laid onto the execution table that appeared from floor and then all of the masks were laughing, and the executioner cut off my head. I could still see from the head and the head rolled off the table. My body which I saw on rounds as my head rolled turned into black dust. Then someone kicked the head with my point of view in it and I flew i to a wall. I woke up with a falling feeling.
 
12th November 2014. - 6 AM

I was drowning in a sticky liquid, dark-brown color, it had bubbles and stuff coming out, like some swamps. From under the water something was grabbing my legs and pulling me down. As I got pulled underwater, I felt something wierd on my face, I was being pulled deeper under the mud/grease thing that I was in and after a long time of that, I fell out the other side, I was on a floor and something was on my face. The creature took my face and left a mask. And soon more masked creatures came. They took me and carried me, but after a bit suddenly dropped me and moved away. Across the mask on me red color was spreading, and they moved away from it. As blood dropped onto the floor it made a stain around me, and in a bit I was swallowed by it. I fell into a room, a court room. Many white masks seated, and one black mask in the middle. They were saying something in screeching voices and after a bit they cut off my head. I saw my head roll around and I slowly faded out. Woke up with a falling feeling.
 
13th November 2014. - 6 AM

I was stuck in a room. Then it started to get filled with smoke and I was choking in it. I fel on the floor and hit the door for a while, but nothing happened. I woke up off the bed, I probably fell off at some time.

14th November 2014. - 5:30 AM

I was in a room filled with people. They all had masks. I was confused and tried to find the way out, but I couldn't do anything but wander around and get more and more nervous, till I fell. Then I started getting trampled and blood pond formed around me.

15th November - 8 AM

I was in middle of a road and couldn't move at all. A beast-machine was coming at me. Some mixture of mechanics and insect creation. It came up to me and simply started to cut me, tear me apart while I was crying and screaming in pain. I couldn't do anything. Then it ate me. As I entered it's stomach I came into another same place, and process was repeated. Many many times. I woke up covered in sweat.

16th November - 6 AM

I had a dream of a room with a bonfire. The room was really small and smoke filled it within a few minutes. I was choking in smoke and scratching along the walls. The walls were marble and had scratchmarks. I kept scratching along the walls and got to a skull inside a wall. I jumped away and then slowly got pulled into floor. Then I slowly saw nothing but marble and as everything turned to black I woke up. Covered in sweat. In a sit up position.
 
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17th November 2014. - 6 AM

I was on a small boat on high seas. No land in sight anywhere. I was floating around. And then suddenly I saw something dark in the water under me. A ship was a few meters under me. About 4 meters long. It moved under me. I saw it sail past me and then a large shark came by. It was chasing the ship. The ship turned around and threw harpoons at the shark. As harpoons hit the shark black blood flew out and turned into demons that flew around everything. A storm formed and lighting was striking around. The ship came up out of the sea. It changed shape as that happened. The rotten ropes got strung with a purpose. Strongly holding parts together. The ship was filled with different beings. Skeletons, zombies, dwarves. Everything imaginable. As the water flew out of the ship it grew. It got really big, hundred meters long. Suddenly I had a sword in hands. The shark charged at me and i swung the bg claymore at it. It got stuck in the shark and more demons came out of the blood. I was torn apart and thrown into the ocean. I looked at the sky and everything darkened. I woke up covered in sweat.
 
18th November 2014. - 6 AM

I was laying in my bed in a dream. And then a silhouette came and killled me. I woke up and was in the bed. But I was still dreaming. The silhouette came again. Process repeated quite a few times. Every time it repeated there was more blood on the bed and floor. As the thing repeated I was being stressed in a dream while waiting for it to happen. Not knowing when it will happen. If it was delayed a bit I got stressed. When I finally woke up I was really nervous and hypervigiliant.
 
19th November 2014. - 6:30 AM

Wet dream. FULL STOP

20th November 2014. - 6 AM

No dreams memorised

21st November 2014. - 6 AM

Mud, lots of mud. Drowning in mud like liquid. Hands pulling me down into a room where I'm watched and laughed at by masks. A worm eats me. I woke up with a falling sensation after that.
 
22nd November 2014. - 8 AM

A dream that was simply driving in a car, for a long long time. Nothing else happened. I was just in a car being driven. Lasted really long. Woke up quite normally.

23rd November 2014. - 6 AM

I was in a room, really small room. I scratched the walls for a while but nothing changed on them. Suddenly my fingers were missing up to first knuckle, except for thumbs that stayed undamaged. I noticed a roof door. I opened it angry at myself for no noticing before messing up my fingers. When I got out of the room I was in a field, with a set of similar houses in a pattern. I went to walk off the field and I walked for what seemed like hours in a direction. I came to a wall. I walked following the wall for more time. I came to a gate, and I pulled a lever to open it. I was by a river. There was a bridge. I tried to go to the other side but while on the bridge I fell and was waving around while being pulled with the current. As I went there were many same houses on one side. I looked through windows and they were all same. After some of that I fell down a waterfal and woke up during the fall. I woke up with a falling feeling and sweating a lot.

24th November 2014. - 6 AM

No dreams memorised

25th November 2014. - 6 AM

I was in a room, and then some blade cut of my arm. Blood flew out and I sunk into blood. I was in the next room and my leg was cut off. Process repeated till I was just a head. Then I was put on a stake and some doctors came and took out my tongue, which turned into a crawling bug. Then they pulled out my eyes. That moment the dream ended. I woke up covered in sweat. Really scared and shocked.
 
26th November 2014. - 6 AM

I woke up but couldn't remember the dream when I started writing.

27th November 2014. - 6 AM

I was in a room with fire burning around me. The walls were red and looked like they were made of flesh. I tried to get out by scratching the walls. The walls sucked me in and I was moving through flesh, which pulsated around me and tried to spit me out. Then I was transfered to a pipe. I flew through the pipe and ended up in a stomach. I was slowly digested and woke up sweating and panicking. It took me a bit to calm down.

28th November 2014. - 9 AM

I dreamt I was on a ship, dressed as a pirate, with a black leather long coat, armed with an uchi-gatana and a no-dachi in the lower back holster. All armor on me was the leather coat. The ship was 25-30 m long, with about 30 cannons on every side. It had 6 front chase cannons and 3 back cannons. Plenty of mounted small cannons and a lot of people in crew. Another ship was attacking from behind. We were going at full sails and were out of the ships range. With commands given I turned the ship by 90° and sat there for 10 seconds, while a full briadside was fired at the enemt ship. Full sails again, outrunning the enemy ship while firing back cannons. The main yardarm of the enemy ship crashed. I gave command to extend the ram, and the ship was turned and heading towards enemy ship at full speed. All the side cannons were closed on our side, and we rammed the enemy ship by the side, piercing the hull a bit and then chipping off a part and scraping along the side of the enemy ship with the ram. We slowed and stopped down, threw ropes and hooks over the other ship and boarded. After the boarding was done I woke up, nervous a bit.
 
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