'false' Suicidal Ideation (in My Case)

[Laycee]

Hey there. So I've been through a lot and obviously had depression and suicidal thoughts most my life. There have been times where it felt like I had just gotten the worse news of my life but it also seemed out of place? I'm depressed and such a freaking lot but sometimes it would be like I'm possessed with some voice just talking shit non stop. Well come to find out my food allergies are to blame to an extent. I developed an ataxia early this year, but I'm sure I've felt it's effects at different times in my life. It's so crazy because I can tell if I ate something I'm allergic to without realizing because my depression and anxiety go up 200% and the crap talking starts. If a trace my food steps I'll find an unsafe item. As an example, tomato soup made me suicidal multiple times until I realized it was not gluten free.

 

[Mim28]

Interesting.... I've heard of this. So are you gluten sensitive? Do you happen to have Hashimotos thyroid disease?

 

[Laycee]

I have either Celiac disease or intolerance, was not fully diagnosed at the hospital in 2009 or 10.

 

[Mim28]

Many with Celiac also have autoimmune thyroid disease. If you haven't been tested you may want to. Thyroid imbalance also causes issues with depression/anxiety. Of course, this is what I have read, not a professional opinion.

 

[Bloomy]

Find the effect of food on the organism to be really intriguing. Glad to hear that you found out about this. Aware that its not like everything will fix it self hokus pokus eating right food, but for sure it regulate the hormon system in a way that allows you to overcome much better.
Not good enought to keep focus on this, but trying atleast.

 

[Laycee]

The thyroid possibilities scares me and I haven't seen a doc about the gluten thing since the hospital. I try to stay aware of changes likely or possibly related to hormones, including any related to the 'monthly demon' as I call it haha

 

[Bloomy]

Ive been severly sick and thats how I entered the world of nutrition. Doctors have no answer and no clue. By own experiement I learned that certain food makes me sick and others keep me on my feets. Also to remember to replenish with enough water. Interesting indeed.

I hope it works out for you - take well care.