Feeling Like I'm Slowly Losing My Mind...

[Shady_99']

I don't know how much more I can handle. My husband has been sick on and off with stomach issues since 2010 and every morning it's pretty much the same routine. He sits on the floor in front of the couch and cries because his stomach is hurting and talks about how he can't do this anymore and just wants to give up. Or he gets the worst attitude ever towards everything. I just sit here quietly while I wonder what I can do to help him even through I know there's not much I can do. He refuses to go to the hospital because he says they don't do anything to help. Ugh....Then on top of that I've been having to do pretty much everything around our house because his mother isn't feeling well and gets out of breaths when she does anything. So I've been the caregiver for my husbands 86 year old grandma and it's been extremely hard on me. I'm so exhausted but I feel like no one in my house cares. :( I really feel like I'm slowly losing my mind but I've just kept quiet. I've tried therapy but it wasn't helping and the psychologist I was seeing wasn't listening to me so I quit going to him. My insurance sucks so it's so hard to find a good Dr. The only thing that has been keeping me sane is Eminem.

 

[SoSadGuilty]

Sounds like you have an awful lot on your plate and could do with some support. I'm sorry that life is so tough for you. Not sure what else I can say except your husband sounds like he needs hospital....

 

[Deleted member 28403]

You definitely need support. I've been feeling similar for 3 months now :hug: