Leo,
Don't worry man. I too was like you even until now, people feel dense on others feeling and the worst case is they're being judgemental. It's just some people doesn't understand if they were in a position like mine. Too bad people nowadays are like just doesn't really have any efforts to understand.
Even though I got family and other support system outside my family it seems that they really don't know or understand what I go through. It really gives me heartaches whenever they just tell me that "its only the mind" or " its just you got no one to talk to... that's why you're like that". It's like my problem isn't that such a big thing.
Even I did go and consult a psychiatrist. It seems that she did only was to give me medications and didn't do any psychotherapeutic activity which makes me more depressed.
It was like that day my mind was loosing and I know if I keep up... I'll become a lunatic then I just ask God, no offence to anyone who doesn't believes him but in my personal experience when I really did attend mass during Sundays and I did pray hard to overcome this kind of psychiatric illness which was PSTD. I was like I'm being refreshed and my mind was kinda relaxed but still the question remains there, how could others understand me.
I was a little bit shaky though during school days in college but it wasn't like before that I show symptoms of PSTD. Its more like I recover a little bit as time goes by... and it took me 2 years to regain this state of living.
I was just really hoping that people would understand me the way I understand them because in my whole life I was dedicated to adapt for others but it seems that they were not like that to me. This made me think that people are really selfish... It's like all the things I did for them was gone. I really do understand some people's pain but what about me... In my belief only 1 man really did understand me and it was God.
I hope I didn't offend those who hadn't believe in him but this was really what I felt. I literally "cried" for his help it was good that he did gives me a favor but the question still remains who in this earth would really understand me personally.
Don't worry man. I too was like you even until now, people feel dense on others feeling and the worst case is they're being judgemental. It's just some people doesn't understand if they were in a position like mine. Too bad people nowadays are like just doesn't really have any efforts to understand.
Even though I got family and other support system outside my family it seems that they really don't know or understand what I go through. It really gives me heartaches whenever they just tell me that "its only the mind" or " its just you got no one to talk to... that's why you're like that". It's like my problem isn't that such a big thing.
Even I did go and consult a psychiatrist. It seems that she did only was to give me medications and didn't do any psychotherapeutic activity which makes me more depressed.
It was like that day my mind was loosing and I know if I keep up... I'll become a lunatic then I just ask God, no offence to anyone who doesn't believes him but in my personal experience when I really did attend mass during Sundays and I did pray hard to overcome this kind of psychiatric illness which was PSTD. I was like I'm being refreshed and my mind was kinda relaxed but still the question remains there, how could others understand me.
I was a little bit shaky though during school days in college but it wasn't like before that I show symptoms of PSTD. Its more like I recover a little bit as time goes by... and it took me 2 years to regain this state of living.
I was just really hoping that people would understand me the way I understand them because in my whole life I was dedicated to adapt for others but it seems that they were not like that to me. This made me think that people are really selfish... It's like all the things I did for them was gone. I really do understand some people's pain but what about me... In my belief only 1 man really did understand me and it was God.
I hope I didn't offend those who hadn't believe in him but this was really what I felt. I literally "cried" for his help it was good that he did gives me a favor but the question still remains who in this earth would really understand me personally.
