Well, I went to the Psychiatrist yesterday. Before that, I was having this huge breakdown. Probably like..a really, really intense panic attack. I'm not even sure if I can pin point the reason. Total dread.
It was almost as if I was like an animal in shock, I just sat there, frozen, weeping and hyperventilating for a long time. I'm actually surprised I didn't pass out.
Anyway, I put my big kid pants on, brushed my teeth, and bused to the clinic for my appointment. Blah blah, interview stuff. It was a little weird having to go over the initial interview info all over again. She prescribed me Prozac, and we're easing onto it. Starting out smaller and increasing over the course of a few weeks.
My biggest worry was side effects. It's where a lot of my fear resides. I think I'm going to die the moment I take a pill, comparing it to poison or something. I popped my first dose this morning and guess what happened. Aside from my initial panic from taking a med, I got sleepy. That was it!
The real effectiveness is supposed to happen in a few weeks, but even just feeling a little bit more drowsy takes the edge off of feeling so alert all the time. I'm looking forward to this journey. I think it can really help.:happy:
It was almost as if I was like an animal in shock, I just sat there, frozen, weeping and hyperventilating for a long time. I'm actually surprised I didn't pass out.
Anyway, I put my big kid pants on, brushed my teeth, and bused to the clinic for my appointment. Blah blah, interview stuff. It was a little weird having to go over the initial interview info all over again. She prescribed me Prozac, and we're easing onto it. Starting out smaller and increasing over the course of a few weeks.
My biggest worry was side effects. It's where a lot of my fear resides. I think I'm going to die the moment I take a pill, comparing it to poison or something. I popped my first dose this morning and guess what happened. Aside from my initial panic from taking a med, I got sleepy. That was it!
The real effectiveness is supposed to happen in a few weeks, but even just feeling a little bit more drowsy takes the edge off of feeling so alert all the time. I'm looking forward to this journey. I think it can really help.:happy: