Discovered this site by accident, I have been living(if thats what you call it) with PSTD and depression for 5 years now. Still painful to describe how it all happened but drove into a crash scene and discovered that my only son was the victim . He was revived and placed on life support but his injuries were horrific with massive head and chest injuries . Turned his life support off the following day . We all held him as he took his last breath . Have very gruesome and vivid memories that just wont go away. Everything around me now just seems to be background noise, nothing makes sence any more . Can't work or even get motivated to do much at all really, I just dont see the point anymore. I do have a wife and daughter and we have all been affected in some way, we are just trying to keep it together for eachother now.