Flying On Flashbacks And Dissociation ??

[Srain]

This past few days the stress in my life has been unfreakingbelieveable!!

The more we don't need it the more things seem to happen. I seem to be doing better with it than ever but I also seem to be having more flashbacks and dissociations. In between I pop out as my calm rational self (I wonder where SHE came from because she has been a distant memory) and am able to discuss our situation calmly with my husband or whom ever needs to be dealt with but then it's off to the races...I am in the 5th dimension of reality :unsure:.

Sometimes it's a spacey all is calm and good place. Sometimes I'm in pain and anxiey, holding back my paranoia and anger. Other times I SEE things in a different realm and I am not even here, with the past pounding my head.

Ishhhhhhh....my therapist is helping a lot, that doesn't mean I don't have all this time without her, so I reach out here.

 

[The Albatross]

(((Hugs for you Rain)))

 

[Lady of Longbourn]

The stress sounds hard on you. Maybe that's why. You are doing better, and mental your brain is worried something bad will happen? So its dissociating you. Not sure at all...but...

(((((((((((Rain))))))))))

Have some down time, Just for Rain! :)

 

[Muzikluvr]

(((((((((((Rain))))))))))))))

 

[Srain]

Yesterday it all started easy off a bit. Therapy was TOUGH on Thursday but it started at the beginning of week with my writing. I feel more myself.

Albatross used the term 'surf' it with another person. I will put this in my tool box. I had seen where BloominWinter had used the term and perhaps it's been used around here by others, so I want to acknowledge everyone for it...it is a way of feeling it through.

Thank you for thoughts and feedback. Ayesha, yes, it's been more than stressful, thankfully, the past few days not so much.

I see my tdoc Tuesday so we will see...she is to have a baby soon so I don't know what will happen. . I can't trust another tdoc at this point ..at all.