Go to work - sadly that has had to become a conscious goal every day now.
Go to T session - processing big trauma today, so part 2 of that goal is to make the right decision as to whether I can stay at work for the rest of the day or not. Tend to make the wrong ones - making myself stay when I'm not up to it and making things worse, or going home cos I'm so upset and then struggling with the post-retraumatising aloneness. Want to make a good decision today, *need* to.
Go to T session - processing big trauma today, so part 2 of that goal is to make the right decision as to whether I can stay at work for the rest of the day or not. Tend to make the wrong ones - making myself stay when I'm not up to it and making things worse, or going home cos I'm so upset and then struggling with the post-retraumatising aloneness. Want to make a good decision today, *need* to.