Going For A Biopsy Today: Feeling Very Anxious

[ms spock]

You did so well coping with all of that :tup: and the emotions were that human part of you. Normal reactions, although overwhelming by the sounds of it.

It is true I did survive them but at the time they felt unlivable. It was soooooooooo frightening and overwhelming.

You're a strong cookie Ms Spock :happy:.

Thanks rainy but this cookie crumbled last night. I was tiny little crumbs.

Much better and much more like a strong cookie today though.

 

[bell]

So happy for you, @Ms Spock, that the results came in on your side! There are few things more nerve wracking than waiting for test results... and you got through it! Major accomplishment! Congrats! (On getting through it and on the good news!)

I get the crumbling part... especially because I've been so down I've literally wanted to die. It's weird when you've had periods where you want to die and then you have to wait for news that may tell you that you may very well be on your way and the confliction within. And the realization that, wait a minute, may I actually not want to die?*

But... now comes the time to rejoice and be glad that you're here. :)


*I take this worry/thought and realize that my SI is all about control. I.e., if I'm going to die I want to do it at my own hands and know when it's coming. Which then is a total mindf*ck, really.

 

[Ed Norton]

I am so happy for you Ms Spock. Five Right Fly Runway Heading Clear For Takeoff!!!

 

[ms spock]

@Ed Norton Thanks for that!

 

[Lionheart]

Report not in but verbal confirmation that there are not any malignancies.

Just now seeing this thread and I am so happy for you Ms Spock. I can imagine that this was a stressful time for you and that you are relieved. I am doing the happy dance for you!:D:laugh::roflmao::):giggle:

 

[ms spock]

@Lionheart Thanks for that.

All happy dances greatly appreciated.

 

[WillowMarie]

So happy the test came back good :) yippee! Great news!

 

[ms spock]

@WillowMarie Thanks

I was immensely relieved.

 

[KP the nut]

I have to have a mammogram next week for a lump.

I have been recalled to hospital for further tests following mammogram. Appt. is Thursday at 9.45am.

 

[BloomInWinter]

Oh, how stressful! Please take good care of your dear self.

KP, if it's any consolation, I had kept putting off/avoiding my mammo for almost three years. But when I read your first post about this situation, I picked the phone right up and made my appointment and now I don't have to worry for another year about this issue.

 

[Britt.f7]

KP, that happened to me a couple years ago. Everything turned out fine, but the call back was nerve wracking. I'm hoping that the same happens for you. Except for the nerve wracking part.

 

[ms spock]

I have been recalled to hospital for further tests following mammogram. Thursday at 9.45am.

I hope it goes well for you @KP the nut. I really do. The stress is really hard to manage in the lead up to the test. I found the test painful so will speak up more if there is a next time.