Had To Deny Second Job Interview...

[CherylLyn]

So frustrating!!
Got a second interview but had to walk away do to MASS anxiety. I just cannot do any type of high pressure work wich cuts good jobs down by 50%. My family is trying to help me until I find a job and it is sooo hard to explain why I turn down jobs. I know I need a mellow slow paced consistant job. In the end If I took the high pressure ones I would just have a flashback at work and walk out anyways. So its all for the good to at least know when to step away. Just so annoying that I cant take on that type of work when $ is very much needed. Praying and praying God provides the right work environment for me as I keep looking.

 

[ronin47]

You are your first priority. You can't take care of anyone or anything until you take care of yourself. It is hard to explain to those who have not been there. I searched for a solid year before I was able to find a consistent job for myself. But by the time I did, I actually ended up with two jobs. It was awesome ;)

It seems hopless now, but all the hard work you're putting in will make it that much more rewarding when you finally do find a job. I'll be praying right along with you.