I think it does count as survivor sex. Touch is a very important and very human need, and if we don't get it we can get desperate to the point of frenzy and behaving in crazy ways. I think that is why I went with the guy I made my f*ckbuddy for a year. He was around the corner from me, and he was a big solid guy who had martial arts training and said that if anyone messed with me, he'd sort them out.
I never wanted to rely on any man for protection as I am into self-sufficiency and self- reliance and I was training in martial arts at the time...but I admit it did feel good to have someone on my side in the city, who would go after any guy who messed with me, and make sure he never did it again. That did feel good to have that protection...and cuddles. The sex was very much like pornstars do it...which I can't believe I allowed to go on, but I guess that's what we put up with when in these situations.
I value myself a lot more these days though, even with the current job...which I don't even feel any shame about, despite it being frowned upon by the rest of society. When I can go home with $400 (a whole weeks wage) in cash in one day, four days a week, THAT'S a good feeling. I can pick and choose who I decide to give extras too, and the rest get a good massage, which is what they paid for. I enjoy giving massage, so I'm getting paid shitloads for doing something I basically love to do...which is AWESOME!
The conditions are clean and great, the girls are mostly nice, apart from one very vindictive bitch who works there, but you get that. I can wear what I want, go barefoot, and the lights are very dim which is PERFECT for me. Fluros bug the hell out of my brain and I think they make me depressed. It's a job, like any other job...you have good days and bad days, good customers and pigs, but as long as I can feel that sense of being worry free and having no money troubles...then I'm happy. I've gotten used to the other things, and I have my limits.
I agree with you Ayesha, I don't see anything wrong with prostitution, and I think that is something our society needs to really start breaking down the stigma surrounding it, and stop shaming women who do this work. They would not be there if there was not a demand for the service, and no one ever judges the men for going there. Prostitutes have enough that they have to deal with without having to be judged on top of all that.
It is a challenging and relaxing atmosphere, and it has really changed my point of view about some things. Everywhere I look I see men who would no doubt come into a place like where I work and ask for all kinds of things. Married men especially. I would say that 99% of customers are married men.
I never wanted to rely on any man for protection as I am into self-sufficiency and self- reliance and I was training in martial arts at the time...but I admit it did feel good to have someone on my side in the city, who would go after any guy who messed with me, and make sure he never did it again. That did feel good to have that protection...and cuddles. The sex was very much like pornstars do it...which I can't believe I allowed to go on, but I guess that's what we put up with when in these situations.
I value myself a lot more these days though, even with the current job...which I don't even feel any shame about, despite it being frowned upon by the rest of society. When I can go home with $400 (a whole weeks wage) in cash in one day, four days a week, THAT'S a good feeling. I can pick and choose who I decide to give extras too, and the rest get a good massage, which is what they paid for. I enjoy giving massage, so I'm getting paid shitloads for doing something I basically love to do...which is AWESOME!
The conditions are clean and great, the girls are mostly nice, apart from one very vindictive bitch who works there, but you get that. I can wear what I want, go barefoot, and the lights are very dim which is PERFECT for me. Fluros bug the hell out of my brain and I think they make me depressed. It's a job, like any other job...you have good days and bad days, good customers and pigs, but as long as I can feel that sense of being worry free and having no money troubles...then I'm happy. I've gotten used to the other things, and I have my limits.
I agree with you Ayesha, I don't see anything wrong with prostitution, and I think that is something our society needs to really start breaking down the stigma surrounding it, and stop shaming women who do this work. They would not be there if there was not a demand for the service, and no one ever judges the men for going there. Prostitutes have enough that they have to deal with without having to be judged on top of all that.
It is a challenging and relaxing atmosphere, and it has really changed my point of view about some things. Everywhere I look I see men who would no doubt come into a place like where I work and ask for all kinds of things. Married men especially. I would say that 99% of customers are married men.
