I want to get healed.... NOW.... jk..
I have PTSD from severe bullying from a psychopathic type person... amonst some other things such as being molested repetidly by a female and male at the same time as a child.. and my mother's irrational anger towards me (even today I can only call her for under 10 minutes every month before she starts yelling) and mental illness.... etc etc.. :cool:
I'm currently at a place where I am doing fine, then I will get triggered and become incapacitated. Almost unable to move... completely unable to leave the house.
It has had a horrible effect on my college performance... I was once a D1 student athlete with a scholarship and lots of potential.... earning what may of been a 4.0... now I've had to drop out of school, loose all my scholarships... and start all over... to prevent myself from suicide...
I am still suffering albeit less intensely with this Disorder...
PTSD has taken a lot from me... I want to get it all back....
I have PTSD from severe bullying from a psychopathic type person... amonst some other things such as being molested repetidly by a female and male at the same time as a child.. and my mother's irrational anger towards me (even today I can only call her for under 10 minutes every month before she starts yelling) and mental illness.... etc etc.. :cool:
I'm currently at a place where I am doing fine, then I will get triggered and become incapacitated. Almost unable to move... completely unable to leave the house.
It has had a horrible effect on my college performance... I was once a D1 student athlete with a scholarship and lots of potential.... earning what may of been a 4.0... now I've had to drop out of school, loose all my scholarships... and start all over... to prevent myself from suicide...
I am still suffering albeit less intensely with this Disorder...
PTSD has taken a lot from me... I want to get it all back....
