Hello Dan
Another Dan here, and I must say that I'm proud to share names with a guy like you. It sounds like you're doing a great job getting better one step at a time.
Good thing that you posted on the forum even though you were a little nervous. It just shows once again that you have the will to do something even if it isn't easy - and I also get the sense that you're reaching out to other people.
Ok, that ended up sounding rather stupid, but I hope you get the idea. Cheers and thumbs up from over here! :-)
Dan