Hi, I have PTSD and I am having a hard time with it. I was in the Air Force force for 20 years, I was a Search and recovery Specialist as well as Mortuary Affairs (More of a hands on Air Force guy who did live in tents). I worked alot of cases all over the world and did Desert Storm and Iraqie Freedom. I am having problems of being depressed, having a hell of a time with relationships, the one I am in now i am trying to save. I have dreams, hard time sleeping unless i feel someone next to me, paniac attacks, extreme emotion that I cant seem to get a handle on. Just here to learn,