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AllieD.
Hi, I've run upon this site before, when I first saw it I had a major problem with the title of the site "MY ptsd" as though it is... ME. My personal thing. I don't like to think that way.
But I came along yesterday & I posted to two interesting topics as a guest, and so today I was checking back, I thought, "well, here's "introductions". I can do that."
But now that I'm here my mind's gone blank. So waving and saying hello and scuttling away again, because I felt strong to write those two posts here yesterday, but now today is a bad day and I feel weak. I hope I'll be able to poke my nose in once in a while when it seems safe to me. Everyone here is very brave.
That's all I've got for now... Sorry for being silly. I thought it maybe would be better to write this little thing than to just drop it entirely and never come back again. I want to do the stronger thing that might end up being a help - help to me, and if I could ever be a help to anyone else, sometime, that would mean a lot to me, too.
Best to you all,
Allie
But I came along yesterday & I posted to two interesting topics as a guest, and so today I was checking back, I thought, "well, here's "introductions". I can do that."
But now that I'm here my mind's gone blank. So waving and saying hello and scuttling away again, because I felt strong to write those two posts here yesterday, but now today is a bad day and I feel weak. I hope I'll be able to poke my nose in once in a while when it seems safe to me. Everyone here is very brave.
That's all I've got for now... Sorry for being silly. I thought it maybe would be better to write this little thing than to just drop it entirely and never come back again. I want to do the stronger thing that might end up being a help - help to me, and if I could ever be a help to anyone else, sometime, that would mean a lot to me, too.
Best to you all,
Allie