Ok first off sorry if this is in the wrong place to post this but anyway I'm an OEF vet and when i came back I went to the VA for some help, ( i was told by friends and family and more so the ex that ive changed and that i was screwing things up) so i figured hell theyre probably right so i went to talk to someone and the Doc said PTSD and that was it I asked a few questions about how this would effect me but he kind of danced around it, i was a little skeptical but went with it. Well its almost a year later and ive just come ive realized my now ex told me all this bs because she felt guilty for what she did when i was deployed and that most of this comes from me missing my boys and wanting to get back in the military, i never should have gotten out in the first place. Dont get me wrong I do have anxiety and the Xanax helps but now im worried ive screwed myself out of the kind of job i want like law enforcement,fire fighter or getting back in... I have hopes of going SF if thats even possible now i dont collect any disability and i dont know whats on my record but i did get a perscription of xanax from the VA that was only filled a few times. , im sure some of you have dealt with this too so any help and advice would be greatly appreciated