Hi - I am Vera

[vera]

i am vera.

 

[Deleted member 93]

Hi and welcome. Could you please tell us about yourself?

 

[reallydown]

Hi Vera, welcome to the forum.

 

[anthony]

Hi Vera, welcome to the forum. Sufferer or carer?

 

[Deleted member 541]

Hi Vera,


Welcome.......................

 

[becvan]

Hi Vera, same questions as the others here!

Welcome to the forum!

bec

 

[vera]

i'm not sure, i might be a sufferer - haven't been properly diagnosed yet. and since i have no carer in charge i suppose i'm a carer too.
i'm 22. i was tortured for many months. i thought i was going to die.
i pretend it's ok now, but i still wet my bed sometimes.
i still can't get around to believing that what happens inside my head is just mine... i keep feeling that not even my most private thoughts are private, and it scares me.
i have lots of nightmares where i'm being hunt down...
i never spoke to anybody about what really happened. i really want to, but everybody around me (partners, friends, family) always thinks i'm so tough and smart and i could never voluntarily get involved in that kind of situation, so they seem unreachable when it comes to showing my pathetic side.
i wish for once someone would take care of me. but i know it's not going to happen anytime soon, so i'm trying to find the best way to take care of myself, and that's why i'm here.

thanks for your welcome. it was very nice. =)

 

[Deleted member 541]

Well if you need people to care about you, and help you to get better. You're in the right place... It will take tons of work on your part, it will be hard, but you can do it.

When in doubt, post it out....A good friend told me that once........

Wen

 

[vera]

that's good advice! thanks wen

 

[nobody]

welcome to the forum vera

i knew someone once who was also tortured. i hope you understand that there is hope. if it makes you feel hopeful then know that my friend who was tortured is okay today. actually she went into the air force and was an officer.

again, welcome. :loopy:

 

[vera]

=) (sorry, it makes me self-concious to say something more than happy face right now, but the forum won't let me post only that) thank you.... =) (again)

 

[pandora]

Hi Vera.welcome to the forum!