Hi There , Oldie But Sort Of New Topic

[bluebeard]

When I was a very young kid I was bullied . As is so often the way that turned into me bullying other kids ....the law of the jungle and all that !!

These days , I cant get the images of me bullying other kids out of my mind ....I even bullied my dog !.........is this a form of ptsd flashback ?

The reason I ask is because I dont think about how I was bullied at all...the illness just seems to have picked up on my bullying and I get traumatic feelings when I think of what I did to others .

Does anyone else have this experience ?.........because PTSD sufferers are normaly the victims , are they not ?

Many thanks

 

[Gamereign555]

It could be that you are just becoming more aware of your emotions surrounding your past.

 

[bluebeard]

Thank you for your reply. Thats an interesting point but these " emotions " are so intense and come back in the form of flahbacks and intense imagery.......scare the heck out of me ......I was wondering if traditional treatment for " typical ptsd " might help ?