Christian, Muslim, Sikh , Jewish it doesn't matter what religion we are , we all have Ptsd ! If you find solace in your religion then that's fantastic , go for it, but ultimately you are a young girl who has so much to live for , don't destroy your life by giving in X whatever issues, traumas, hardships etc you've faced in life can heal over time with understanding friends, good therapists and a really good care package put g in place for you X I believe in God and I believe that he will guide us, but even if I didn't believe in God I believe that there are fine very nice , kind and understanding people out there that will support and guide us X my prayers are with you always X