Undiagnosed Hi...

[ButterflyDisco]

My heart goes out to you @ButterflyDisco

I think @Solara is right, in that I hope he cannot hurt you now?

No therapy...seeing a dr this week for anorexia...see school counselor...
im srry she didnt believe you and im srry u were bullied too...

 

[Teasel]

Good luck with the doctor, and I hope the school counselor is helping a little bit?
Thankyou @ButterflyDisco x

 

[ButterflyDisco]

Good luck with the doctor, and I hope the school counselor is helping a little bit?
Thankyou @ButterflyDisco x

not much...i hope the dr goes ok...

 

[Teasel]

Ok understand, I hope that you will find forums like this very helpful @ButterflyDisco, if not this particular one then there are many others.

It can be a great source of support to have places like this to go to when people in your real life don't understand what you are going through.

Therapy can be amazing too, (when you get the right one - everyone is different - it seems to me that therapists trained in how to deal with trauma are best - but that maybe like saying a particular kind of music is best because I might like that particular kind - I hope that makes sense.) I don't know if it is possible for you to try and get any

I wish you all the very very best xx

 

[shimmerz]

Good morning Butterfly. I hope you are finally sleeping. I am from Ontario. I wish you peace on your journey....

 

[shimmerz]

Still not sleeping hon? I had a hard time of that at your age too. I am so sorry you are having a rough go of it. :hug::hug::hug: I am here if you want to chat. Don't worry about spelling and stuff.

 

[ButterflyDisco]

@shimmerz
Ty...i tried to start a convo thing if u wana chat...would like to...cnt sleep

 

[Chava]

Welcome! I'm sorry for some assholes at your school. I hope you feel safe reporting them. That's really unacceptable. I know one negative interaction or experience can take up my whole mind and the supporting ones get no space. I internalize negative feelings and experiences much more easily than positive ones. So I hope you can keep in mind all the support you have, even if it's a few people...keep in mind how they are there to help you, and you are worth it! We're here too and we're a mighty number.

I'm glad you are somewhere safe. Good job reporting and taking action to take care of your life. That's really huge! But I hear how extremely hard it is. Hang in there and keep accepting support.

 

[rightkindofme]

In my opinion, schools are just not safe environments. I'm sorry that you are having problems there. I'm glad you are getting help with your dad molesting you. I prosecuted my father for rape. It was a really difficult experience. Are you going to press charges or are you just being put in foster care? Pressing charges meant that I got free mental health care for the rest of my childcare, but I don't know if that is the same kind of problem in Canada as it is here in the US.

I'm really sorry things are so rough. Today being awful doesn't mean that every day will be awful. Things will change.

Life really isn't fair.

 

[Deleted member 20280]

Welcome @ButterflyDisco . sending a very warm :hug:from the UK if you accept. As Solar a says telling isn't backstabbing it is regaining your voice.

 

[ButterflyDisco]

@rightkindofme : ty 4 ur kind words, i did press chrges...i am on a waiting list for therapy...but im seeing a dr this week for my eating problms n maybe he can hlp me get therpy faster.
@Chava : i am somewere knda safe...i guess...they resnt me tho, i am with my dad's brothr's family...an adult in my life is workng to get me somwere safe permanently tho...i am at her house right nw for the weeknd...and hopfully longr with her family...
i will not reprt tyhe grls at school...thatll make them worse...
@Santa_Laurie : i need lotsa hugs...ty...i hpe it wasnt...
@Berlinda : ppl hve been rly rly nice here so far...im glad this site was recomended to me
ty all..for spendng the time to reply to me..it means alot...

 

[Teasel]

I am very glad that you found this place @ButterflyDisco and that you have found what people say helpful, kinda made my day x