Hope I'll be the last diary I'll ever write

[Givrali]

Way too exhausted. Things I have to do today anyway

 

[Givrali]

Still have things to do including answering posts here

 

[Givrali]

8 days before leaving

 

[Givrali]

Nightmare was really bad thos night

 

[Givrali]

I dreamt of a metaphor how I'm feeling at group home but Avatar The Last Airbender version. I was Zuko

 

[Givrali]

Still too busy to read the forum

 

[Givrali]

most things are in place to go to my new home or are soon to be done for that

 

[Givrali]

very complicated session with my therapist because we talked about who will help me the next days for my mental health and adjisting to living all by myself, talked about how to deal with that housemate that causes me and that I causing her lot of problems
we also talked D.I.D. and had a huge disragreement about it, it's important for me because mental ilness is my main specific interest and she's working with did patients

 

[Givrali]

Feeling way too many emotions this night

 

[Givrali]

I made my public goodbye to the group. I'll keep saying the to the educators the last time I'm going to see them

 

[Givrali]

I hope no one will want to give me private goodbye. I have no idea how to deal with my feelings right know they're too intense. I just want them to leave

 

[Givrali]

As so often I don't want to go sleep