How Do I Begin Trust Again, When People Stab Me In The Back?

[Need an Oasis]

I have a major issue when people want me to apologize on their terms. I don't hold grudges, and I do forgive, but when someone tells me that I have to apologize NOW, I can't/won't do it. I will apologize, but when I'm ready. It makes things very difficult sometimes...

 

[Anglesachse]

God I used to hate that at school.

"You willshake hands at that will be the end of the fighting"

Yeah right lol

Then again, I wonder if it could work in Afghan. Hmmm. maybe not.

 

[Ammonthejarhead]

So, I'm still couch surfing. I've had great family and friends out there for me. But I have to say one night I slept out side. It might sound crazy but I was on my way to a family members and just said f*ck it on the way. I found a spot on the road side, patroled my way to a good hide site (five large trees, pentagon formation, thick with brush, and with only one avenue of approach), I created a rabbit hole on the back side of it and it was layered in pine needles in the center. I layed out my ruck, put myself down and rack out out for awhile. Sadly for awhile I was back in my own element. I would doze off, hear something and then track the movement. Once I knew it was safe, I would doze off again. Repeat all night. Right before daylight I packed up my kit and moved off. AGAIN, this was my own choice. I needed to know it was still in me,