I believe my son, who is still in elementary school has DID. I have suspected it since he was 5 but have recently had more confirmation by things he's said and because I've seen a few of his alters or parts come out that I either have never seen or haven't seen in a while.
Here's what I believe based on everything I have experienced and been through with him since discovering some things when he was 4 years old. His DID was deliberately created by individuals who know how to use trauma to program young children. There is a post by an individual on here who has experienced this. My son has talked about being experimented on and described some of it, although it's been several years since he last talked about it. He was programmed for some kind of violence but he is not violent. He does have an obsession with violence, however. His attachment bond to me was also deliberately severed. Or at least they attempted to sever it, but they weren't completely successful.
I know who some of the people involved are. I've tried to go to the police with some of what I know, but I was not believed. Partly because my son recanted, partly because it sounds too crazy to be true.
Anyway, I want him to know that I love every part of him and that he can trust me to tell me stuff. He does see a therapist who is primarily focused on helping him emotionally regulate right now. He hasn't opened up enough with her for her to suspect DID yet and I am not going to tell her stuff that I see until he's ready to talk to her. He doesn't trust me enough yet because his father is one of them and has been part of the brainwashing experiments. He has planted that distrust that used to not exist before all this started. And I admit, I could have handled some things better when I first started realizing what was going on. I was in shock because I had no idea the level of evil his father was part of and very scared. So I acted out fear trying to protect my son. It all kind of blew up in my face.
So now I'm just focused on helping my son and helping him process what he's been through by trusting me enough to open up. How do I do that?
Here's what I believe based on everything I have experienced and been through with him since discovering some things when he was 4 years old. His DID was deliberately created by individuals who know how to use trauma to program young children. There is a post by an individual on here who has experienced this. My son has talked about being experimented on and described some of it, although it's been several years since he last talked about it. He was programmed for some kind of violence but he is not violent. He does have an obsession with violence, however. His attachment bond to me was also deliberately severed. Or at least they attempted to sever it, but they weren't completely successful.
I know who some of the people involved are. I've tried to go to the police with some of what I know, but I was not believed. Partly because my son recanted, partly because it sounds too crazy to be true.
Anyway, I want him to know that I love every part of him and that he can trust me to tell me stuff. He does see a therapist who is primarily focused on helping him emotionally regulate right now. He hasn't opened up enough with her for her to suspect DID yet and I am not going to tell her stuff that I see until he's ready to talk to her. He doesn't trust me enough yet because his father is one of them and has been part of the brainwashing experiments. He has planted that distrust that used to not exist before all this started. And I admit, I could have handled some things better when I first started realizing what was going on. I was in shock because I had no idea the level of evil his father was part of and very scared. So I acted out fear trying to protect my son. It all kind of blew up in my face.
So now I'm just focused on helping my son and helping him process what he's been through by trusting me enough to open up. How do I do that?
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