desiderata310
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Right now because of things happening in my world my hyper vigilance is spiking.
I have a very ugly feeling of being trapped. (I broke my leg) When I was in therapy a couple of days ago I jumped at every low frequency rumble of trucks passing by outside. Hell my therapist couldn't even hear them but I could and I was tuned into them and the anxiety I have connected to them.
THAT's hyper vigilance. AND I KNEW IT. I knew sitting there that my ex was not driving the truck that he used to own down the street next to my therapist's office. That knowledge didn't make my jumpiness, my anxiety that spiked and the tears that followed go away.
Intuition is something different.
I DO NOT believe in hocus-pocus bullshit BUT I can't count the number of times, I've picked up my phone CONVINCED that something was wrong and texted or called one of my kids just to find out that they were about to call me or that they had a problem and were thinking about me. It's weird. It's spooky. It's that damn gut feeling that goes along with being a mom. In fact, I can't think of a time that I've ever done that when I wasn't right.
It's the same thing that makes me think. Something aint right and the fine hairs stand up on the back of my neck when I see something that doesn't quite fit but I can't put my finger on it. I attribute that to gut feelings. I've more than once walked away from situations, people, places, etc because it just didn't feel right. Nothing "oh my god shit's about to explode" anxiety. Just that little nagging feeling that I should put distance between me and...whatever. I listen to that, it's served me well enough.
I turned down a job once because of it. Turns out that 3 months later the organization filed bankruptcy and there was a scandal surrounding the management of the organization. I couldn't have seen that but something felt 'off'. It would have been a great opportunity.
go figure.:bored:
I think hyper vigilance is more immediate attached to anxiety and 'gut' feelings or intuition seems to be more subtle and quiet but insistent.
Not sure if that makes sense.
Also: in everything I've read empaths simply are more observant. It's more to do with sitting back and observing things as a whole. I don't attach new age bull-shit to the term. That would make me puke. BUT I've been told by my therapist, who also doesn't stand for bullshit that I am an HSP Highly Sensitive Person. That seems to fit well enough. I pick up on things that others might not percieve and am more bothered by changes in the environment. That's all true enough about me without making me want to gag at the thought of "vibrations" and "energies" blah blah blah.
That's my $1.02.
I have a very ugly feeling of being trapped. (I broke my leg) When I was in therapy a couple of days ago I jumped at every low frequency rumble of trucks passing by outside. Hell my therapist couldn't even hear them but I could and I was tuned into them and the anxiety I have connected to them.
THAT's hyper vigilance. AND I KNEW IT. I knew sitting there that my ex was not driving the truck that he used to own down the street next to my therapist's office. That knowledge didn't make my jumpiness, my anxiety that spiked and the tears that followed go away.
Intuition is something different.
I DO NOT believe in hocus-pocus bullshit BUT I can't count the number of times, I've picked up my phone CONVINCED that something was wrong and texted or called one of my kids just to find out that they were about to call me or that they had a problem and were thinking about me. It's weird. It's spooky. It's that damn gut feeling that goes along with being a mom. In fact, I can't think of a time that I've ever done that when I wasn't right.
It's the same thing that makes me think. Something aint right and the fine hairs stand up on the back of my neck when I see something that doesn't quite fit but I can't put my finger on it. I attribute that to gut feelings. I've more than once walked away from situations, people, places, etc because it just didn't feel right. Nothing "oh my god shit's about to explode" anxiety. Just that little nagging feeling that I should put distance between me and...whatever. I listen to that, it's served me well enough.
I turned down a job once because of it. Turns out that 3 months later the organization filed bankruptcy and there was a scandal surrounding the management of the organization. I couldn't have seen that but something felt 'off'. It would have been a great opportunity.
go figure.:bored:
I think hyper vigilance is more immediate attached to anxiety and 'gut' feelings or intuition seems to be more subtle and quiet but insistent.
Not sure if that makes sense.
Also: in everything I've read empaths simply are more observant. It's more to do with sitting back and observing things as a whole. I don't attach new age bull-shit to the term. That would make me puke. BUT I've been told by my therapist, who also doesn't stand for bullshit that I am an HSP Highly Sensitive Person. That seems to fit well enough. I pick up on things that others might not percieve and am more bothered by changes in the environment. That's all true enough about me without making me want to gag at the thought of "vibrations" and "energies" blah blah blah.
That's my $1.02.