This am because I asked for clarification on where exactly he wanted to park my husband became angry saying I am disrespectful do not listen to him etc. I told him that despite how bad things are in the world I cannot live with annihilation anxiety. He believes in the doomsday scenario. I stopped watching the news. I have been on pubmed medrxiv etc researching ptsd the amygdala epilepsy etc. I am resuming emdr mediation. He is alone in his beliefs. If I leave him he has no other income a car etc. I love him despite this trauma and leaving violates my moral ethical compass. But I have set boundaries. I said me and are dogs are casualties of his war. He wants all this strife to end by one side winning. Ok.