I Can't Handle Any More Bad Things Happening Any More Grief.

[Candleflames]

Do you want to pm? I've got an hour I can make all for you

 

[The Albatross]

Hmm. Hope you recover.

 

[KwanYingirl]

@Fadeaway you have support here. We can't change what happened. I for one can identify with being the outcast and I know what it is to lose a child. You have to mourn, it's part of the path to acceptance. But you don't have to do it alone. In fact you could get stuck in the part of grieving without leaning on shoulders. I have my virtual arms around you and I am so sorry that you have this pain in your life.

 

[Fadeaway]

I am so sorry everyone, this is the lowest I have ever been I can't even get a hospital to take me. I can't eat, I can't breath. I don't want to be alone right now. Suicide hotline said they can't help me. Of course it is run by the hospital that wouldn't take me. All stupid hotlines all patch in to one place here. I have been calling places I knopw won't take me just to hear a voice on the other end of the line.

 

[joeylittle]

@Fadeaway, that's just rough. Can you explain why the hospital won't take you? (only if it's not going to wind you up/cause more upset).

 

[Tinyflame]

(((((((((((( Fadeaway ))))))))))))), XOX.

 

[Fadeaway]

they always tell me i dont qualify well dfamit they are goin gto take me I have been on hold with the crisis line for 6 minutes and 31 32 secons

 

[Deleted member 1860]

How do you not qualify? I don't think they can turn away someone in crisis?

 

[Fadeaway]

Hosptial just turned me away again. they said they don't have the room or resources to deal with me

 

[joeylittle]

The ER turned you away? If you want to be let in, you need to go there and tell them you are a danger to yourself and need help.

A hospital probably won't admit you to a psych bed without a doctors order - but the ER is different.

Sometimes I just go and sit in the waiting area to keep myself safe. I find it comforting.

 

[Deleted member 1860]

Is it a private hospital?

Can you find a public hospital?

Did you specifically say that you are afraid of hurting yourself?

 

[Fadeaway]

Sorry, sorry been on the phone with them for ever trying to tell me to a support group on line but the number one reason is that they are full no room.